By myself without you
As I walk the halls of memory
Where the chiseled past is stone
And the weight upon my shoulders
Pressing me into unknown
I don’t want the pain to tell me
That I need the things I’m shown
All these hand me down emotions
That I still don’t want to know
But I don’t feel the way you feel it
I don’t feel the falling down
I don’t feel the way it used to
And I can’t say it out loud
All the memories now are burning
Leaving me to stop the hurting
Am I by myself without you
You can never leave me now
Don’t wanna hear about it
When it feels like it’s forever
I know only here and now
haul your ship across the ranges
til you learn to put it down
when you wrap your arms around me
I wish I could feel them now
all the times that you are with me
and I’m still alone somehow
But I don’t feel the way you feel it
I don’t feel the falling down
I don’t feel the way it used to
And I can’t say it out loud
To know the lessons aren’t the learning
And the pain is not the hurting
When I’m by myself without you
I can never leave you now
Don’t wanna hear about it